* Picture googledIt's 3rd January and the 1st Monday of 2011, which means kids are back to school and most people have started working. Today, as i went through twitter and fb, i couldn't help feeling sad reading friends' tweets and statuses about sending their children to school bcoz we are unable to send Luq to school yet this year. He turned 4yo last August and by right he should be going to a pre-school this year but due to our financial situation he'll have to wait.
2010 has been the toughest year for us but we are very grateful that we are still surviving until today. No one knows what we are really going through except for our parents. I have been applying for jobs for quite some time now but have yet to receive any good news. There are times when i feel like giving up but after prayers, i always feel that Allah has plans for me and only He knows what's best. In the meantime, I'm enjoying all the time i have with Luq and Leia bcoz i never know when i may start work again. Luq may not be going to a pre-school this year but this doesn't mean that he couldn't learn. I'll have to be his teacher for now and i'll bet i'm going to be his best teacher in the whole world.
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Yanti, trust me, Allah has a better plans for u. Trust me, u are not the only one, i have my own problems and difficulties. Just pray that we have the strength to go thru this test.
and as for luq, u dont have to feel bad sbb tak dpt hantar dia pegi skolah. i antar arissa awal ke skolah sbb dia takde good learning environment at MIL's place. I hate it when she started telling me gossips she heard around.. macam mak nenek, thats why i antar dia pegi skolah.Luq is so lucky to have his mummy around to teach.. now i envy you for that.
Thanks faiz. Mmg there has been so many times yg i dah breakdown but after that i started to compare my life with others who are less fortunate n i will feel so grateful for what i have.
Luq alhamdulillah mmg dah hafal alphabets n numbers. Now i hv to teach him how to write. Let's hope that e/thing will turn out well for us.
am at my tears reading this. u'r such a strong woman. i look up and respect u for staying tough. your children will learn to appreciate u this as they grow. hang in there ya. muahs. *hugs*
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